essay

I once was a broke student

oct 2025 · 3 min read

I once was a broke student delivering T-shirts by bicycle in the rain.

That was my very first company: FRDM. I started FRDM almost 20 years ago, while doing my Master’s.

I designed T-shirts, sold them online and in stores, biked through the rain to deliver them to stores in Rotterdam, and somehow made a living as a student.

And learned a lot of lessons… fast.

Running a company as a student = stepping into a pressure cooker. You learn everything at once: bookkeeping, creativity, marketing, webdesign, coding, discipline, resilience. The list goes on.

I promoted the brand through:

  • ➡️ A Hyves group (remember this was before Facebook was a thing)
  • ➡️ I co-organised parties and events
  • ➡️ The hosts at Spuiten & Slikken (good old Dutch TV) wore my shirts

I did everything myself:

  • ➡️ Designing the shirts and website
  • ➡️ Sewing in the logo tags
  • ➡️ Delivering shirts by bike through the rain
  • ➡️ Managing customer emails
  • ➡️ Setting up a webshop in 2006 (which was not easy back then)
  • ➡️ Doing the administration, tax reports, and marketing

It was chaos, but the good kind.

Lessons learned:

  • ➡️ Attention to detail matters. Every little thing counts.
  • ➡️ Don’t be afraid to fail. Sending that first box of shirts to a store was terrifying, but you have to do it anyway.
  • ➡️ Routines set you free. Structure gives creativity room to breathe.
  • ➡️ Don’t overthink your brand (I did).

That small student brand eventually gave me the freedom to live and work online from Thailand for nine months in 2008. After that, I shifted from selling shirts to building digital products, something I’ve been doing ever since at Itsavirus.

FRDM was high volume, low margin. High risk, low reward. Hard work & little money. But it taught me everything about entrepreneurship, independence, and doing what you love.

And most importantly, I realised:

👉 I can build something from nothing, and make it work. You don’t need perfect timing or funding, just the guts to start.

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